Life Updates

Hello my beloveds,

I have had quite a summer, dealing with health problems and being very busy working on porn sites. A few of my fans are interested in seeing me blog more frequently, so I will be keeping this blog more up to date. If you need moment by moment updates then you should subscribe to my twitter feed HERE.

This summer I got involved in a situation where I did not have dominant social status. I felt that I had to be more accommodating and submissive in order to please these people. It made me fall back into old bad habits and typical American female training. I was unhappy, uncomfortable and still not getting what I wanted out of the situation. I ended that “relationship” to say the least. It just makes me sick to be reminded of the self-depreciation that young women are taught as the default socially acceptable female behavior in this society. When I was a teen, it took me several years to realize that being submissive and reserved was the problem. I was exceptionally unhappy in my life and relationships because I was taking the submissive role by default. I had never learned any different, and I had to relearn a lot of my behavior patterns. I’m trying to enter the situation I was in over the summer again, but without compromising my true strong, willful, dominant personality.

I am also looking to try out some new slaves and submissives. I had a lot of new submissives and potential slaves, but most of them didn’t really work out. I did meet some really wonderful, creative and erotic people that I will be playing with many many more times. I have a few openings right now for potential news subs and slaves, so please get in touch. Go ahead and email your interests to me at roxxie @ cyber-dyke.net and I will let you know if we have any interests in common.

A Lot of Updates!

I’ve had a very busy summer, and things are now finally beginning to slow down. In August I moved out of my old warehouse space and into a new one. I also had tremendous car troubles, and even worse mechanic troubles. Then I started having some health problems. The dungeon space that I had been renting closed. Work on my websites kept me pretty busy. It’s been a whirlwind to say the least. I’m very happy with the changes in my life and I took advantage of this opportunity to part ways with some unhealthy people and situations. I am much happier and healthier now. I hope to start working on my art and writing again. I’ve only been seeing my regular clients and attending foot parties, but I’m ready to meet some new people and consider potential new clients. I am now renting a new dungeon space in downtown Oakland that is gorgeous, but also comfortable and very discreet. It’s also very conveniently near the shop I like for my metal arts supplies!