Life Updates
Hello my beloveds,
I have had quite a summer, dealing with health problems and being very busy working on porn sites. A few of my fans are interested in seeing me blog more frequently, so I will be keeping this blog more up to date. If you need moment by moment updates then you should subscribe to my twitter feed HERE.
This summer I got involved in a situation where I did not have dominant social status. I felt that I had to be more accommodating and submissive in order to please these people. It made me fall back into old bad habits and typical American female training. I was unhappy, uncomfortable and still not getting what I wanted out of the situation. I ended that “relationship” to say the least. It just makes me sick to be reminded of the self-depreciation that young women are taught as the default socially acceptable female behavior in this society. When I was a teen, it took me several years to realize that being submissive and reserved was the problem. I was exceptionally unhappy in my life and relationships because I was taking the submissive role by default. I had never learned any different, and I had to relearn a lot of my behavior patterns. I’m trying to enter the situation I was in over the summer again, but without compromising my true strong, willful, dominant personality.
I am also looking to try out some new slaves and submissives. I had a lot of new submissives and potential slaves, but most of them didn’t really work out. I did meet some really wonderful, creative and erotic people that I will be playing with many many more times. I have a few openings right now for potential news subs and slaves, so please get in touch. Go ahead and email your interests to me at roxxie @ cyber-dyke.net and I will let you know if we have any interests in common.
